So I am sitting in a coffee shop today enjoying the wonderful 45 degree weather that Minnesota has right now and an over powering thought came into my head that I should go and visit camp again but this time go with somebody. I called one of my closest girl friends that I have up here and she is going to come with me after she is done hanging out with her mom. So in a couple of hours we will take the hour long trip up to camp and see how far I can get before I have to turn around and leave. I hope I can get out of the car this time and at least walk on the grounds.
My head is all over the place right now and I am trying not to cry out in public with how high my anxiety is right now but normally when I get this thought and this erg to go to camp that means that I should do it.
This is going to end up being a longer day then what I thought it ever would be.
Wish me luck I guess.
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